Andai ku tahu dirimu takkan sekali menjadi milikku tak bererti ku mampu menahan hati dari mengemis kasih sayangmu
Andai ku tahu dirimu takkan setia menyimpan segala rasa cinta kecewa ku mengenang semua bicara manismu yang tiada makna
mengapa harus merindu rembulannya tak akan jatuh ke riba mengapa harus ada rasa cinta jika tiada keihklasannya betapa kelamnya dunia tanpa dirimu disisi andainya ku tahu dari dulu
andai ku tahu dirimu takkan setia meyimpan rasa segala rahsia cinta kecewa ku mengenang semua bicara manismu yang tiada makna
mengapa harus merindu rembulannya tak akan jatuh ke riba mengapa ada rasa cinta jika tiada keihklasnnya betapa kelamnya dunia tanpamu disisi andainya ku tahu dari dulu
kecewa ku mengenang semua bicara manismu yang tiada makna
mengapa harus merindu rembulannya tak akan jatuh ke riba mengapa ada rasa cinta jika tiada keihklasannya betapa kelamnya dunia tanpamu disis andainya ku tahu dari dulu
No other words could ever define the feelings I have to go through right now. Its hard. But I know I have to face the music for the act that I did. It hurst so much. But I have to stay strong. for never could life runs away from hurdles. For now,only the song above could describe the feelings that runs wild deepof within. The wound was added to more salt, with the grades obtained. Now,it could not be denied that 2008 hasn't bring me any luck.
The door of my heart has locked,once again. Though I know,someone out there has the key of that door. And I know,that someone will not unlocked the door of that little heart, unless that little heart's owner has come to settle down in life. The owner of that precious key will be the perfect human to brighten up my life. and he know that now isn't the rigt time for the unlocking of the door. That owner of the precious key would persevere to fight on, for the door is too concrete for that owner to enter in.
How could I belive in your words. How could I swallow the promises out of your mouth. How could I be too foolish to let you be the tenant of my heart. How could I let you destruct the life I'm facing. How could I let you rule my feelings. How could I waste the time to be with you. How could I share the anxiety of the relationship to you. How could I let my mind to think of you. How could I let my mind worry about you. How could I gave you my heart. How could I be with you when I know I should be abiding to the responsibilty that's on me. How could I be too foolish to press myself to think between my load of responsibilty and you. How could I give you my love. How could I be so foolish.
What's that had happen could not be unturned. That's the fact that I am in no position to change. I know I could not stay in this situation for long. I have to stand up and continue my journey. Cos i have a long way to go. And this is only the beginning of my life. I will not dread this life, when the perfect time comes. Let me give myself another chance to start afresh. to start anew. Let me have some space, so that I can breathe. Im trying to be involve in as many activities as I could, for me to forget you. Please,grant me my wish. Don't enter my life ever again, for it will only bring back those time. I have to get busy,and I guess my hetic life for the holidays are just right for me to start afresh. Only through this,I could get rid of the unhealthy feelings. Let the railings between the road be the divergence between us. I respect your decision, I thank you for what you have done.
My hectic life has started today, when I followed mum to Johore. Let me breathe the clean and fresh air in Sentosa,and let out those bad times off me.