Saturday, May 24, 2008 3:00 PM

If seeing others happiness is better, I'm willing

Andai Ku Tahu - Dayang Nurfaizah - Dayang Nurfaizah


Andai ku tahu
dirimu takkan sekali
menjadi milikku
tak bererti
ku mampu menahan hati
dari mengemis kasih sayangmu

Andai ku tahu
dirimu takkan setia
menyimpan segala rasa cinta
kecewa ku mengenang semua
bicara manismu yang tiada makna

mengapa harus merindu rembulannya
tak akan jatuh ke riba
mengapa harus ada rasa cinta
jika tiada keihklasannya
betapa kelamnya dunia
tanpa dirimu disisi
andainya ku tahu dari dulu

andai ku tahu
dirimu takkan setia
meyimpan rasa segala rahsia cinta
kecewa ku mengenang semua
bicara manismu yang tiada makna

mengapa harus merindu rembulannya
tak akan jatuh ke riba
mengapa ada rasa cinta
jika tiada keihklasnnya
betapa kelamnya dunia
tanpamu disisi
andainya ku tahu dari dulu

kecewa ku mengenang semua
bicara manismu yang tiada makna

mengapa harus merindu rembulannya
tak akan jatuh ke riba
mengapa ada rasa cinta
jika tiada keihklasannya
betapa kelamnya dunia
tanpamu disis
andainya ku tahu dari dulu


No other words could ever define
the feelings I have to go through right now.
Its hard.
But I know I have to face the music
for the act that I did.
It hurst so much.
But I have to stay strong.
for never could life runs away from hurdles.
For now,only the song above could describe
the feelings that runs wild deepof within.
The wound was added to more salt,
with the grades obtained.
Now,it could not be denied that 2008 hasn't bring me any luck.


The door of my heart has locked,once again.
Though I know,someone out there
has the key of that door.
And I know,that someone
will not unlocked the door
of that little heart,
unless that little heart's owner
has come to settle down in life.
The owner of that precious key
will be the perfect human
to brighten up my life.
and he know that now
isn't the rigt time
for the unlocking of the door.
That owner of the precious key
would persevere to fight on,
for the door is too concrete
for that owner to enter in.

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How could I belive in your words.
How could I swallow the promises
out of your mouth.
How could I be too foolish
to let you be the tenant of my heart.
How could I let you destruct
the life I'm facing.
How could I let you rule my feelings.
How could I waste the time to be with you.
How could I share the anxiety of the relationship to you.
How could I let my mind to think of you.
How could I let my mind worry about you.
How could I gave you my heart.
How could I be with you
when I know I should be abiding
to the responsibilty that's on me.
How could I be too foolish
to press myself to think
between my load of responsibilty and you.
How could I give you my love.
How could I be so foolish.



What's that had happen could not be unturned.
That's the fact that I am in no position to change.
I know I could not stay in this situation for long.
I have to stand up
and continue my journey.
Cos i have a long way to go.
And this is only the beginning of my life.
I will not dread this life,
when the perfect time comes.
Let me give myself another chance
to start afresh.
to start anew.
Let me have some space,
so that I can breathe.
Im trying to be involve in
as many activities as I could,
for me to forget you.
Please,grant me my wish.
Don't enter my life ever again,
for it will only bring back those time.
I have to get busy,and I guess
my hetic life for the holidays
are just right for me to start afresh.
Only through this,I could get rid of the unhealthy feelings.
Let the railings between the road be the divergence between us.
I respect your decision,
I thank you for what you have done.



My hectic life has started today,
when I followed mum to Johore.
Let me breathe the clean and fresh air
in Sentosa,and let out those
bad times off me.

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