I can't get myself to sleep. It nearly 12 midnight but I'm working on the coming agenda for the next general meeting. None know about this apart from those whom I entrusted the thrust on. It's utterly confidential yea. And I guess my blog could only be 'annouced' after the rest have been informed. I'm still considering putting it as a private blog though. As for now, I'm still free to write anything under the sun since only 4 chosen people,for now,knwo about the existence of my blog.

Today was a dull day,again. Planned to hop into JP with my sis and mum but was then cancelled,sadly. I asked my mum out as I felt kinda sick of just sitting at homebut however,she doesn't want to.

I guess now is the time for me to thank my precious wonderful friends that I have.

To E'zzati: Thanks for being my listening ear,for the past few sundays. Sometimes I just can't imagine why do I have to break my well of tears right upon you. Thanks for understanding,advice,motivation and all that you have gave to me. I really appreciate it. I believe,the ties of friendship that we share,will never be broken so long as we still stand tall for each other. I miss our time when we would get hooked to the phone and chat for hours. But that was only in the past.

To Bazilah: Thanks for also be my listening ear at times when my world was really against myself,when the odds were all against me. Thanks for the advices,and time spend to be withe me and the others. Thanks for being there and tolerating me. And yes,our friendship will always last.

To Zireen: I guess when you read those msgs above,you would feel left out or guilty. But I'm telling you this,you are being a good friend to me though we didn't manage to meet that often. Thanks for everything. Thanks for making my life brighter with your hyper-attitude. Well,again I'm saying,we'll make it through and become the bestest friends along with the two of them,if we still put faith,honesty,trust and respect for each other. Knowing you guys for 5 years have been a great experience with our ups and downs.

To iLah: Like I said earlier in your blog,I simply couldn't express myself in words. Thanks for your words. Thanks for your support. Frankly, I didn't expect something like dat from you. Thanks for believing in me,and for being there listening my stories and problems. You know,I might be this strong because of the times I went through in life. Fifteen years of age is enough to teach me of values and lessons. I have to stay strong,cos I know sometimes I just have to be on my own feet. To be independent and not relying on others help. I have to stay strong and be patience with those stuffs going against me cos I know there's something more important in my own life that I have to care about. I started to realise all this when I was thirteen,where I have to adapt in a new environment,with my bestfriends living me behind. That was when I started to open my eyes. That was when I know I have to make a change. Try asking E'zzati,Bazilah,Zireen. I used to be a hot-tempered girl and moody at times. I remember scolding zireen of the slightest action;she kept asking for my correction tape. But yet, till now,I'm still weak and helpless in the inside. I can't help it,at least for now.


Wwhoaa. This is super long post. Thanks alot my deardear friends. You guys are someone speacial and will always have a place in my heart. Thanks to iRah,Hanna & Sofia as well for making my life something that I will always treasure.


I'll stop here.
Good nites friends.
& to all Buddhists,wishing you a Happy Vesak Day(: