I read it,and it brought me to tears.
I'm really in the state of puzzlement.
I'm confused.
I just feel like letting all out,but there's this some kind
of feeling that holds it back.
I know I shouldn't bottle it up.
I can't seem to help it.
I don't know what is wrong with myself.
The pressure acting on me is pushing too deep down.
I don't know who I should run to.
I don't know if I;m being too sensitive,
or am I being too emotional.
My heart is whispering something that I
could not seem to hear it.
Yes,I need a listening ear,but history
had made me dreads it.
Im lost,honestly.
The heart is too swollen.
One day,the bottle will burst,and it will explode.
It's something negative,but I can't help it.
Im tired of putting on the mask.
Im tired of all this!
Im forcing myself to be strong,
until the day I became weak.
There lies truth in lies,and there lies lies in the truth.

"the heart is longing for it,until the day comes"