Maybe for once, I should pour it out.
I cant stand all those smiles that covered all the sorrows and problems
I'm facing.
I tried to be strong,but I just see no end to it.
I know I should be showing a good role model to others,
but Im just another extraordinary human.

Im aware of the talkings of the council.
How it had changes and stuffs.
What extend have I done, to discover that it has come
to the critical point.
I miss the council too.
I miss the laughters and fun I had during my
days as a followers.
But things started to change,for better or worse.

I used to have passion in leading the council,
knowing that we share something in common.
But now,it seems like everything is fading away.
No one enjoys whats in council animore
I tried to save,but I'm still gasping.
It's just too devastating to even think of it.
No one ever cared.

Things always didnt worked out well.
Things didnt go the way we wanted it.
My nights was always companied by the tears
that rolled down whenever I think of the council.
What's missing?
Passion? Interest?
I've always thought the whole lot of fun
could make it till the top,
could go thru everything as a council.
But I guess the time isnt right yet.
To see the council in success is really a dream for me.
It's heart-wrecking,seriously.

REally, I couldn't hold on to it any longer.
It eats out my heart.
I love the council,I love the fun,
but everyone is talking all about it.

Passion,come back.
Coz I really need you at the moment I feel like falling.
Its another few months before I step down.
It's hard to leave it all behind.
Those memories are still fresh in mind.
I miss every single thing.
We used to stay strong as a council,we used to go
meals togther,but now everyone is breaking apart,
going into their own small cliques.

Please, for once, let me pour this out.
I know I shouldnt,but that's th eonly way.
I wouldnt want ppl to dictate that
I'm asking for sympathy.
I just need things to clear itself.