Friday, March 20, 2009 8:23 PM
My Flying High
School holidays were not meant to be a holiday, throught the entire
of my secondary school life. Yes yes, I know I've been neglecting this blog for quite sometimes. Well, to be frank, I wasn't well prepared in managing the outcomes that comes by. MAnaging my emotional needs was the toughest,though I know I need, or in fact, have to fight it all. It's been hard, but I have to remind myself,
don't go around begging for sympathty. Indeed, tears becomes worthless, and comes as and when it likes.
The last band camp cum combined band camp with Boon Lay and Deyi was the best.
Little did I expect myself to fall in love more towards band. And it was
rather wasteful to discover the passion now, than before. I touched my heart, and I knew it wasn't ready to step down, and really, I can't bear to leave my Horns and passed it to another owner. Indeed, the horns marked the friendship between me and Celeste,as it was speacially passed down to me. And the horns is where I blow off my anger, and express the feelings within.
Despite having sleepless night, I was able to give the best for the days of the camp. I had to show my happiness, but I didn't know it was really affecting me till it affected my sleep.
I have to face up to reality, I have to face the music. Thank you so much to my dearest FRENCHORNISTS ; whether in JVS, Boon Lay or even Deyi. Thanks Jia wei for those jokes, and James for really entertaining me, and us. Yeayea, I know I can't get the sight of Mrs Chee was she conducts,coz I'm short. haha! It's really nice meeting the other 2 bands. I felt the bond amongst the frenchornists,unlike previous years.
And I know I was 'electroplating' the happiness throught.
Thank you so much dearest sweethearts, girlfriends and friends for all the moral support.
Thank you so much.
Let me end this with a happy note.
I'M LOOKING FORWARD FOR TOMORROW'S MASS BAND EXCHANGE at Ang Mo Kio Sec! Yeay! JVCB,
DO YOU BELIEVE? :DDD
There's no use crying over split milks,
though it invades every now and then.
you dont have to lie to yourself,
to make me smile,
coz you impress me no more.
Im sorry,but as you says,
time will tell.