Thursday, April 9, 2009 11:09 PM
The Road Never Ends
I'm not over it, neither are we over it.
There's a mixed feelings engulfed in every JVCB,
particularly of the recent event.
It brought us closer and bonded even more than what I expeced.
The feeling is just beyond human's description, as to be able to sing the
same tune and having the passion of one main thing.
However my heart sanked, as the news reached me as we boarded the bus
after learning journey to Ngee Ann Poly today.
What is it like to discover that the masterpiece you've been putting your hardwork
in,sweats,patience,and importantly,passion was gone in a split seconds.
Now flying high's score had to be returned, and our scores we've been putting words
of encouragements and making music have gone.
The piece I've fallen in love with, my sweats, my heart and soul.
There's no chance for me to play it again. *heavy sigh*
Something strucked me in the head,
and gradually floods me with determination
as I go deeper into thoughts.
I have to stand up from the fall,
even if the scar continues to bleed.
What matters now is the future I'm gonna make,
and nothing more.
Enough of distractions,intoleratable pain an exceptional.
Afterall,girls have a deeper affection in almost everything.
It's something good,to have minimised time spent after school, apart from
supp and remedial classes.
An assurance to her that it's going to be norm all over again.
Still,I've got to catch some time with my dearly friends ;
Nadhirah's birthday celbration tomorrow, and catching a movie with Z.A.B.E on sat.
And yes, I'm glad enough I have found a new companion - Twilight
Now I'm clearer of girls going nuts over Edward Cullens.
I might sound outdated, but heck, I'm trying the best
to expose myself to english books,
and pushing aside all the malay novels for a period of time.
I'm so addicted that it's already been twice, I got out at 6.50am to sch,
as I let my eyes run along with the words as I ate breakfast.
Well,at least there's something to occupy myself with, than to
be letting those tears escape.
Napha today wasn't satisfying enough,
except for shuttle run which got me 10.20 seconds. yay!
My standing broad jump has deprove,from 198 to 179.
What a big diff. Not to mention sit and reach,
Mr Tan was just on left, as he observed.
Have always been a disappointment for sit and reach.
I'll end this with gratitude to Mdm Tan for being so concern an understanding. (:
"kau hanya hadir dalam mimpi indahku"
