There's no way to move on.
not now,nor tomorrow.
the weather has been hot and sunny,
but never were it affected by the ray.
am going through the pain with
whatever strengths left.
never thought it could be this weak
never thought it could be this severe
never thought it could be this tragic
and most,never thought it could be fatal

how it felt,when the penetarting eyes
were never clear in your sight
and you took your departure without leaving a hope
one day you'll return
never seem to be true
only the scar marked your leave
wounded,not to be ammended.

in my sleep
saw the shadow of you
smell the scent of you
felt the texture of you
heard the tender of you

the door shouldn't open
the key shouldn't take its arrival
the gold shouldn't deserve to be treasured
if it seems worthless from the starting

take your leave
leave me in menance
coz if leaving was the right thing to do
I'll hurt myself to keep from hurting you
to always keep you safe









Mann,oral got me moody. praying hard.
Don't let it happen,please don't.
i learnt one thing today,
but discovered another thing
which didn't help much.

gosh,have to get started on assignments.
been dwelling over too much that am not starting on anything.
thanks A for the chilling pill. :D